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Sunday, January 11, 2004

Sun, 11 Jan 2004 02:38:11 GMT

ok guys ... made a new xanga ... so yea, OH is closed ... temporarily or permanantly? who knows? i don`t. :D i just made a new home. ^^;; this page will still be open; it just won`t be ... changed. lol so, check it out -- this is where you`ll find me from now on!~ soO_kkangpae

bye!

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Friday, January 09, 2004

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 21:53:35 GMT

duuude ... i have a beasting headache right now man ... it bites -.-"
oh well ... it`s snowing over here right now. haha ... it`s not as hardcore as it was last year, but that`s ok. i just lve snow. :D lol ... & i`m actually glad that they didn`t let us out of school early -- i mean school was pretty fun!! hahaha ... recap: english ` haha, that class always kicks ass. i don`t know why. even tho i don`t do half the work, it still kicks major butt. we were supposed to bring our 1st draft of our personal essays, & wut do ya know, my whole row -- just me, ryan, & jerry -- didn`t bring ours. lol, we just didn`t do it. when i came to class i asked ryan if he wrote his draft & he gave me the queerest stare ever -- so i was like "never mind, that was a stupid question." lolol so ... yea, we just had fun. art & world history were booooring. then it was orchestra!!!! haha man, i love that class!! it`s soooo cool. mr. matthews is totally chill. dude, he let us pack up like 25 minutes early so we could play outside in the snow!! hahahaha, & that`s when war was declared!! *grr* lol ... we had the stupidest, funniest, & whackiest snowball fights on earth, dude ... best one ever ahaha ... snowballs just flying in the air lol ... someone *iono who* kept getting me at my face!!!! hhaha, they must have pretty good aim. & i got tiffany & i think *or hope* i got lani. lol ... tasha kept hitting me like crazy. like when we were walking out, she kept shoving snow in my face, & it got in my nose & down my shirt lol. she`s so crazy. haha ... yea, & we got out of school through the band room ... har, i felt soo cool ^^;;
the bus was ok ... we were kinda sleepy, but it got better -- like, me & isaac starting writing on the windows, & we wrote stupid stuff like "jon & isaac" or "i love jon/isaac" hahah ... we are so queer. & we talked about wearing stockings ... yea ... weird, eh?
ok, my headache is really starting to suck, so i think i`ll take a nap. *zz*

took this from melanie. i don`t know why i`m even doing this ... *sigh*

FACTS
x. Name as it appears on your birth certificate = ~~Jessica ... Atienza~~
x. Nicknames = andy, jun
x. Birthday = 12/08/88
x. Height = i don`t even know anymore! people totally screwed me up with my height, dammit! >_< grr, i think it`s like .. 5", 5'1?
x. Screen name = andythegreat128
x. E-mail addresses = click on me

FAVORITE
x. Color = umm ... i`ll say .. pink
x. Number = 7 *har, se7en!*
x. Childhood moment = lol .. too many
x. Animated Character = umm ... marvin the martian ^_^ that dude is so funny
x. TV show = will & grace, o.c. ToT
x. Movies = peter pan
x. Radio station = 96x
x. Song = right now it`s seven places` landside
x. Concert = nrg`s first concert with antonio T-T
x. Type of food = uh ... japanese i guess
x. Fast food chain = chick fil a!
x. Fruit = banan-ers
x. Vegetable = broccoli ... -.-;; shuddup, i`m weird!
x. Candy = um, do twizzlers count?
x. Alcoholic beverage = jose cuervo
x. Non-alcoholic beverage = coke
x. Animal = ... panda!
x. Website = wutever
x. Toothpaste = aquafresh
x. Flower = cherry blossoms
x. Quote = "*trip* .. *fall* .. i AM cool, dammit!"
x. Saying = dude?
x. Teacher = sah-to! haha
x. Place to shop = pacsun, f21
x. Girl name = amy
x. Guy name = spencer^^

WHAT
x. Time is it = 5:13 pm
x. Are you wearing right now = jeans, pink shirt & pink belt .. independant sweatshirt -- it`s COLD.
x. Are you listening to right now = the heater going "huuuuuuuuuuuuuuH"
x. Is the weather right now = snowing *o*
x. Are you thinking right now = how bad i have to take a %$*#
x. Was the last thing you ate = mcdonalds
x. Method do you use to eat an Oreo = twist it open & lick the filling is the only way!
x. Are the last four digits of your phone number = 9114
x. Perfume/cologne do you wear = i ferget ... i think it`s gap heaven
x. Brand of shoes do you wear = vans, etnies
x. School do you go to = ocean lakes high
x. College do you want to go to = doesn`t matter ... hopefully a decent one.
x. Do you want to be when you're out of college = someone not of my mommy`s expectations.
x. Are your future goals = to be ... a good person
x. Makes you happy = being around friends -- laughter makes me happiest. *great jokes, big smiles*
x. Is the best advice given to you = don`t chase after the things you want; chase after the things you have.
x. Was the best day of your life = he he he .. i`ve had many, but more have yet to come ... ^___^
x. Was the worst day of your life = ... *snifferz* poop :-\
x. Is love to you = something you can`t explain
x. Place do you want to get married at = uhh ... not in a church, that`s fer sure
x. Location would you want to be on your honeymoon = the alps so we can go snowboarding! hahaha
x. Are you addicted to = shopping ... bleh .. yea, don`t i suck?
x. Shampoo and conditioner do you use = pantene or dove
x. Is the next CD you're going to get = you mean download, right?
x. Sports do you play = *lol, me & heather have NO hand-eye coordination* haha ... i guess, volleyball & .. basketball? i used to be ok at skateboarding .. then i got fat. -.-;;
x. Kind of clothes do you like to sleep in[if any] = i like to sleep commando, & sometimes in my birthday suit. haa ... just kidding!
x. Is the stupidest thing you have ever done = x__x ... i`ve done too many stupid stuff haha
x. Is the craziest thing you have ever done = alot
x. Do you do for fun = um ... wutever comes to mind i guess
x. Are the ugliest names = prudence -- yeck, i ALWAYS hated that name.
x. Is the dumbest nightmare you ever had = that one where i lost my viola. *sigh*
x. Are you most scared of = bugs
x. Is a deep secret that you could tell = that i`m a man .. hahahah sike
x. Was the worst sickness you've ever had = lol ... diarrhea! lolol jk
x. Are you going to do today = sleeeeeep

DO YOU...
x. Enjoy filling all this stuff out = no it sucks.. but then again, i`m the one filling it out, so i suck too
x. Have any brothers and sisters = 3 sisters
x. Like to sing in the shower = fer sure
x. Like to sing on the toilet = no ... that interferes with concentration
x. Talk on the phone while in the bathroom = noooo .. hahaha
x. Sleep with stuffed animals = yep
x. Wear contacts or glasses = glasses
x. Have braces = no
x. Have any scars = duh
x. Have your own phone line or cell = cell
x. Have your license = haa, i wish
x. Have a job = yea, it sucks. & you know how much work it takes to get a work permit? dude, screw that, i`m waiting till i`m 16!
x. Have any piercing, or want any = yea, both on my ears, but i want another ear piercing, & my nose, maybe ..
x. Have a tattoo or want one = yea, i want wings on my back
x. Smoke = occasionally
x. Do drugs = of course not, ... o.o
x. Have a pool = nah
x. Have a spa = ney
x. Have a boy/girlfriend = nope
x. Like to watch PDA = i`d get jealous
x. Believe there is one person who is meant to be with you = yep
x. Believe in love at first sight = maybe, it`s just that stuff like that never happens to me ..
x. Have an online crush = uh, no
x. Have a crush[tell us who!] = :D
x. Look like anyone famous = i look like a train wreck
x. Believe in ghosts = haha, yea.
x. Get along with your parents = sometimes
x. Curse a lot = i dunno, you tell me
x. Wear body spray = no
x.Wear a watch = yea ... my cheap k-mart watch hahaha
x. Like to dance = yep
x. Like DDR = lol fer sure!
x. Like playstation = why not
x. Like lollipops = yea, they`re good
x. Like to eat skittles = fer sure!! *taste the rainbow..* lol
x. Like bananas = yep yep

WHO...
x. Are you talking to right now = don`t feel like talking to anyone now
x. Do you want to spend the rest of your life with = not sure yet, but when i am i`ll get back to you on that one
x. Of the opposite sex can you tell most anything to = uhh ... i can tell everything to all my guy friends ..
x. Was the last person you called = queenie
x. Was the last person to call you = robin
x. Do you wish you were = someone different, or someone better, that`s fer sure
x. Is the funniest person = lol, i know so many
x. Of your friends do you think will get married first = queenie lol
x. Do you really hate = hahaha .. grrrrr!

HOW MANY...
x. Phones does your house have = 4
x. TV's does your house have = 3
x. Bedrooms does your house have = 4
x. Windows does your house have = screw that, count it yourself
x. Pillows do you sleep with = 2 :D
x. People are on your buddy list = 154
x. Buddies do you have online right now = 14
x. Kids do you want to have = at least 3 lol

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 02:59:55 GMT

ok, so it was our first day back in school .. yea, we all sucked. i get home alot later now cuz of the extra 20 min. of school -- it`s cuz the school is an hour away, & traffic. yea it bites. today everyone was all tired & still in "break-mode" lol. i kept sleeping in between classes, & like the only thing that could keep me awake were "certain people" *ahem*. haha ... i missed lani today. lol .. she wasn`t here cuz she`s stuck in spain right now .. lucky mexican. haha .. :D

english - we had this really chill sub today. yea, "sweet!" haha ... we were supposed to have that stupid SAT vocab quiz today, but the sub was like "nah, i don`t wanna give that to you, it`s boring." haha ... yea, so then all we had to do was a word puzzle & write a mini-mystery. i partnered with Ryan -- again. haha ... everyone`s like "you two always do stories together" haha yea, cuz we`re a team! & we do the best stories, anyway. [ this one was really good, i should post it up here one day ] this time it was about a murder. yea -- our victim`s name is Olga Vanbeeshernoff-Hitler, a viking-nazi, & the last surviving ancestor of Hitler; our master-mind was Gaylord Humphrey, a drunken detective ...; & our crinimal (that`s right, crinimal) was our dear friend Nathan, who, in the story, we called Nathan X, & he`s the midgit jew who did it all fer the love of the Hebrews. hahahaha ... *sigh*
art - boring. -.- we`re doing abstract art now. funnn ... lol
world history - haha ... yea, our teacher was really out of it today, too ... so she just made us watch an hour movie, & then draw & take notes. --;;
orchestra - dude ... i know Mr. Matthews is lazy & all, but today he really proved it. we played fer like ... the first half of class, then he made us pack up. yep, a whole half left with nothing to do. so me & tasha decided to go undercover & go through devon`s backpack -- which had nothing in it lol. & then we talked to willy, who we now know is guillermo hahah ... that is such a kick-ass name. & he started calling me "boricua" & whatnot after he found out that i was a boarder (skate). he is so weird lol. i got my mute back from cody. (finally) he had that thing fer like ... 4 weeks. i was mute-less lol. & now he has my pencil!! my favorite freakin GREEN led pencil!! augh ... -.-;; anyways ...
bus - boring ... it was kinda weird cuz the girls were all talking about getting hit in their boobs, so i was in mental pain ... & then jonathan was complaining about his headache, & his foot fell asleep & that`s when he told me to "bang it" fer him .. i hate feet.

ok that was it. oh yea & today was my mom`s birthday!! hahha ... she kept on saying "age withheld" hahaha ... so we had chinese food & then my dad made us all pina coladas, with a little bit of rum & alcohol. sure, nothing to harm my performance fer tomorrow! :D

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why do you keep staring at me?? .... ¢¾

Friday, January 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 16:18:02 GMT

ok ... so this morning i dreamt that i had lost my viola. O.O dude .. as stupid as it sounds, it was an actual nightmare! -.- *nerd alert, nerd alert* ok, it was at a dress rehearsal fer vyso at the pavillion, & we were filming also, so we had to wear niiice formal dresses *well, except fer the guys -- they had to wear a nice suit*. after the filming was done, & rehearsal ended, we had to pack up & clean everything, as usual -- i put my stuff away, & i turned around to pick up my viola case -- it was gone. & there i heard someone laughing at me. -o- sick joke, huh? i thought it was garry or b.j. or bryan who had taken it, but they were gone. *snifferz* then i turned around again, & i found it; i picked it up, & started to walk towards the exit door, when my viola case "slipped out of my hands." freaky .... i was like "why does my case feel so light?" & DUH-DUR-DUR, JESSICA! your case isn`t IN your hand! O.O then i was like "oh well i`m retarded, i must`ve dropped it without knowing." ... so i went back to pick it up, but *boom* it was gone again. this time i really couldn`t find it, & there was that laughing noise again. >_< so i went everywhere to look fer it, & everything turned to havoc cuz i couldn`t find my inskrument, & i began to cry, & mr. winstin started yelling at me & called me irresponsible & made me lose my seat & moved me to last chair, & that really sucky, hideous, chubby girl who just sucks at viola (AND, who, by the way, thinks i am her arch nemesis *shrug*) got first chair, which has "JESSICA ATIENZA" WRITTEN ALL OVER IT, & blah, blah, blah .... the world was at an end ... or at least my world was. T-T then i started to hear the laughs again -- damn those laughs!! ToT ... i thought it was that really sucky, hideous, chubby girl who just sucks at viola, so i was about to run to her & punch in the face! but then ... those laughs (yea, uh huh, those) turned into snores. that`s when i woke up. god, i am such a dork. *sigh*

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does anybody have a link to the fanfic called black coffee talk??? I LOST IT!! that`s my favorite fanfic ...

edit :// 01/03/04, clock says ` 7:45 PM
so today i went to Pembroke with the hoe-mies, & i only have one word to explain it all --> weevo. *sigh* [ yea, uh-huh ] ha-ha-ha ... he`s a nice, "chill"-type guy, .. & ~~flirty~~ (kinda too flirty ... i didn`t like that), & he has great hair. ... it`s sooo soft! i mean, using wax to style AND soften your hair -- who woulda thunk?! *lol, waxing weevo* i should try that sometime. *sigh* dude, he`s hot. makes me wanna go to a spa so he can ... .
haaa, *just kidding!* lol ... but really, i mean, the whole day wasn`t ... focused on him *coff* haha ... but, we shopped a little, & ate alot. lol, just as usual. haha .. man we saw some really cute clothes that we wanted, especially these cheap jackets that were soooo cool! & i found my superman shirt! haha, finally~ so we mainly walked around alot, & we had subway!! haha, all that walking AND subway made me feel 10 pounds lighter, dude. yea, you know it. -o-"
~~weeevoo~ too bad he`s over 18.~~ he probably thinks of us as jailbait. -.-;; yea not exactly a good thing, but oh well. (har, he`s cool & he`s great, but he`s not that great)
whooa ... i better stop this entry before i start sounding blonde. yeck .. & now i just read something so ... weird & it makes me wanna leave. *ahem* i should finish reading that cruel steinbeck novel fer english class. i just can`t read it, so it`s gonna take me a while. bye, folks. *shivers*

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ever did something you wish you had never done later on? ... uh, yea ... i get that alot. -.-;;

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 21:46:12 GMT

i do believe in fairies, i do, I DO!
hahah ... i just had that in my head ^__^ ... woops! sorry, that was a spoiler fer all you kids who haven`t seen Peter Pan yet! haha ... oh well ... just deal with it.
well i spent the entire day [ well ... most of the day ] inside the kitchen helping prepare the New Year`s dinner fer tonight. *ha, it`s like "me? in the kitchen? no waaaay"* dude we really went all out fer New Year`s this time ... cuz my mom wanted to do all this stuff that will supposedly give us good luck fer the entire year. she told us all to wear red tonight, & bring out all the candles, a bowl of water (to clean away the bad luck & bad spirits ... yea), & lots of food. haha, yep, jessica`s gonna get fat tonight guys! you know it! haha
so yesterday i was so "intrigued" by how slow the hours were passing by, that i actually started looking at cars O.O ... lol ... i looked at them fer about an hour, &, ha, imagine that, i even found a car that i want!! hahah ... it`s beeeaaautiful, man ... just ... W0W. haha ... it`s a red 1970 Chevy Chevelle. lol, take a peek at my footure dream car, kids ...

*ToT* i think i`ll call it ... the joey. haha. i showed it to my dad yesterday & he said that "back in his day" he had a blue one kinda like it. he called it the road runner. lol, funny, yea? (... i thought it was funny -.-;;) since buying a car like this is gonna be expensive, he said that we`ll just find the body of the car & then we can just build our own engine fer it. ... i don`t know where i`d find a chevelle though. hopefully there will be one waiting fer me in the junkyard ^__^
dude ... i just realized that my profile picture really sucks. i look like a freakin marshmallow. -.-
oh man! last night when i went to kroger, the meanest thing happened to me!! i swear, i was just strutting my way inside, when all of a sudden this really mean snobby lady came zooming passed me! she shoved me away, & said "Out of my way, third-world immigrant!" T___T ok, "little chink-girl" would have been much nicer than "third-world immigrant." luckily when i was about to leave, she happened to be in the same line as me, & when she went to pay fer her stuff with her visa, the card thingy wouldn`t accept it, so she ended up not buying her stuff at all. haha *score!* woohoo, take that, mean lady!! yep, karma bites, doesn`t it? ...

edit :// clock says` 8:29 PM

haha .. aww ... there goes Kim SangHyuk!!! one of the best dressers in Korea!! so cute~ [ credits to peopleconnexion ]

Sunday, December 28, 2003

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 17:39:03 GMT

ok ...

dammit i am bored. it`s sunday & i have nothing to do. i`m willing to go to church, if anyone is willing to take me. haa ... *hint*

tweedle-dee tweedly-doo ... you know, my song on here sucks. every time i upload it, it`s ... "eck". it sounds like the way my mom drives. yea, not a good thing. it plays, then stops, then plays, then stops, then .......

one more week.
i made a picture today!! L00K:

hehehe ... ain`t it pretty?? iono, i have a coffee-obsession. i always have scenes of cafe`s in my sketchpad, ... coffee ... coffee ... coffee ... *yum*

yesterday was good. i went out with the krew & watched Peter Pan -- har, that movie was G - O - O -D. haha ... some parts were sick. not like "aw, dude, gross" sick, but "ew, my pet-peeve" sick. *jung-hwa knows. you fart* haha ... peter pan is sexy! & he`s like ... what, 12 years old? oh well fer me. i was 12 once ...
NOW I`M FiFTEEN!! hoo-rah! haha .. man ... i`ve decided that i`m gonna stay 15 ferever. i don`t wanna grow up. i can`t act like an adult. i love to act like a kid. [ my inner child is 10! ] everyone says i`m a childish person. it`s too hard to be mature. bleh ...i`m gonna be a terrible adult. *sigh*

anyways ... har, yesterday, j.d. IMed me this retarded message [ like always ] ... check it out, mami! ...
j.d.: you are the gayest man alive
haha, that`s right! lol. he`s so mean to me -- always pickin on me & wut not. but it`s fair, i always call him mean names too. this is war!!! *fire*
*NOTE: due to security warnings, J.D`s AIM sn will be witheld from public view.* <-- .. haha, wow, i sounded so professional!
ok, i`m gonna go eat .... hooters. haha, i guess. it`s in the kitchen.

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+ WiSHLiST 2004 +
ok, so i was sitting on my ass fer a few hours, thinking "wut the heck should i do?" so, i sat fer the next few hours, looking up some stuff that i wanted, then it hit me -- MAKE A WISHLIST. this isn`t fer any of YOU guys *i mean, but hey, if ya want ... haaa* but this is sort of my reminder. yea, read it ... see how expensive i am!
*I want ...
1. an artist`s palette
2. fine paintbrushes
3. canvas stand
4. a new viola
5. vans classic slip-on (checkerboard black-white)
6. vans C-4 in red/pink/white
7. Nikon - N80 SLR Camera - w/ Nikon 28-80 G AF Lens
8. a haircut >o<
9. my own roooom
10. cd`s (i won`t list them all ... jesus, no)
11. to go toTijuana
12. a snowboard
13. learn how to swim
14. Hurley Unleaded Sheer shirt (in Stone, Size S)
15. Hurley Hopscotch Chest sweatshirt (in Red, Size S)
16. Yamaha SLG100S Silent Steel String Guitar (ehh ... maybe)
17. Yamaha CSF60 acoustic guitar
18. Electric Guitar (the one i want is at Music&Arts center but i fergot the name of it ... it`s black & beeaautiful)
19. to get taller
20. Independent Backpack (it`s on sale!)
21. Year supply of N.Y.C. black eyeliner *haa ... i wish)
22. acryllic & watercolor paints
23. privacy
24. a guitar pick that i won`t lose
25. dvd`s (again, i won`t list them all)
26. my dad`s old records that he doesn`t listen to that much anymore
27. London Underground Goat shoes
28. clothes ... in general. haaa
29. BC Footwear - Womens BC Shhh shoes
30. *more clothes* .. jeans ... bootcut size 3 SHORT
31. money
32. orlando bloom *yum*
33. coffee.
34. a Discount Pass to Barnes & Noble ... hur hur ... *do they even have those??*
35. ****
36. -or- *** ******
37. that really nice pink dress at Jessica McClintock`s
38. DC Shoe Co USA - DC Avatar shoes
39. a nice job i enjoy
40. faith
41. those Calvin Klein frames i saw at Pearle Vision
42. a better life
43. a new cell phone
44. a record deal
45. MY OWN KARAOKE REVOLUTION VIDEO GAME so i won`t have to keep going over Jovie`s house haha
46. gloves & socks .. i`m cold
47. food
48. laziness
49. i want people to understand me
50. hats & scarves. ^o^

haha, see! not much ... only 50 things... er ... only.
notice i didn`t put the prices up ... cuz it would have been waaaay too dramatic to see them. [ ha, i know .. i cried ... ] i`m expensive & it bites.

healthy place of the day: Tropical Smoothie Cafe
[ yea, go there, & it`s like "It`s ok ... I had TROPICAL SMOOTHIE CAFE." ]

Thursday, December 25, 2003

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 04:00:46 GMT

MERRY CHRiSTMAS! haha ... wow. i`m happy.
well ... one more week to go. schwing! haha .. i`m really lovin this break, dude. lol .. i have nothing to do at all. & i have some extra christmas homework to do .. but, i think i`ll just save that fer next week. -o-;; ..
*sigh* dude, i have to chill with someone ... i`m soo freakin B-O-R-E-D! blueehh..
i`m so tired!! x__X i just came home from my god-parents` house. *it was another party .. god, i am so sick of those now* i guess it was ok. i mean, when we were downstairs, it was all adults. yea, boring. *i was there fer the food!* ... i ended up watching t.f.c. -- lol, i watched waay too much of that, man. so i watched it fer about an hour, & then came .. the karaoke. oh ... my ... god. it was so ... hilariously sad that i had to get outta there -- QUiCK. thank god kuya jay & jason came. hahah ... so i went upstairs & hung out with them. we played video games!! woohoo!! we played Tekken [ iono which one, but i was beastin` that junk ] & wut not ... they were supposed to rent Soul Calibur II, but Hollywood Video didn`t have anymore left. those fawkers. *grr* iono ... it was really fun, after the video games we just talked. then we went back to the video store to rent a movie -- we ended up renting the medallion [eh?] haha, kuya jason bought me a gumball!! it was orange, too! woot! haha ... awesome~~ man, he is so cool. ^o^ i don`t want him to go into the military next spring T-T i`ll be really sad ... it`s like everyone is leaving fer the military. noooo !!! *snifferz* if kuya jason goes ... holy crap, he`s gonna be homo-bait ~> he`ll be hit up the backdoor, late in the night, when he least expects it ....
ok ... well, this entry is getting kinda long & i`m getting sleepy. so .... good night! enjoy the holidays!

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Monday, December 22, 2003

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 17:26:45 GMT

well, christmas break so far has been ok... boring, but it`s good. ^_^ we`re about to go to Prembroke Mall soon cuz ... it`s cheap. haha ..
i watched volcano high last night .. dude, mtv just sorta screwed the whole dialogue up. they should have just used subtitles, it would have made everyone happier. & they should have said it was an original KOREAN mtv movie. those fagots. bleh.
do do do ... well, i watched bruce almighty & breakfast at tiffany`s the other day. haha ... bruce almighty was pretty funny ... & i cried during breakfast at tiffany`s. i swear, i love that movie. ToT *snifferz*
i learned Michelle Branch`s "Breathe" song on guitar. woohoo ...
i`m so bored ...

another one .. yay ... lol, took this from laura & ashley

Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.

01. I am a Xanga junkie.
02. I'm disappointed when I go to read my friends' page and there aren't any new entries.
03. I am not a car person.
04. I don't have Livejournal
05. I prefer Xanga.
06. I go to sleep around 11.
07. I hate the color purple.
08. I hate people who TypE LyKe D1s.
09. I haven't done any Christmas shopping.
10. I'm a freshman.
11. I could really use a nap.
12. I do stupid things often.
13. I don`t know wut type of car I would like.
14. I don`t know how many pairs of jeans I have & i don`t really care.
15. I hate dressing up .. sometimes
16. It's cold in here.
17. I am lazy.
18. I want my nose & ears pierced.
19. I make a contest out of burping.
20. My room is white.
21. I look fat.
22. Christmas is cool .. when you get kick ass gifts.
23. Spring & Winter are my favorite seasons.
24. No matter what season it is, I am just lazy.
25. I'm usually late.
26. I like English class .. cuz I am a nerd
27. I'm very negative.
28. I eat dog.
29. I smoke cigaretts, but not often.
30. My hands are cold
31. My thighs are extremely short & fat.
32. I used to pretend to be Sailor Moon when I was little.
33. I hate people who are racist.
34. I'm a very random person.
35. I like snowboarding.
36. I should get new frames fer my glasses.
37. There are 4 bedrooms in my house.
38. ..and 2 bathrooms.
39. I'm with the band.
40. I can't pull off red lipstick.
41. I'm a dependent person.
42. I hate beer.
43. I wish death upon reality shows.
44. I wish i was a better person.
45. I hate when people look at me funny.
46. I hate when people blurt out racial comments to my face when i dont know them.
47. I never liked The Spice Girls.
48. I think my ass looks funny.
49. I love being online.
50. I am the world's biggest procrastinator.
51. I like silence...sometimes.
52. I get jealous all the time b/c i hate myself.
53. I am afraid to live alone.
54. I wish i could be somewhere else.
55. I rarely wear sandals.
56. I think the name "Gaylord" is extremely funny.
57. I've been crying a lot lately and i hate it.
58. I don't understand why guys choose bitches for girlfriends.
59. I am NOT high maintenance.
60. I like to shop for myself.
61. I wish i could be whoever i wanted to be.
62. I wear black eyeliner everyday.
63. I only get paid half of wut i should be paid an hour.
64. My mom is Satan.
65. I seem to always have strange dreams.
66. I am a geek.
67. I hate people who say "Ching Chong Choo?" at my face.
68. I hate when my nose is runny.
69. I am broke.
70. Once, I found money in my mom`s room & i just took it.
71. I'm not sure if I could trust my life to someone.
72. I wish i had money.
73. I've been hurt too many times.
74. I wish people could understand me.
75. There's a piano in my dining room.
77. I want to leave.
78. I live in Virginia.
79. I love the beach.
80. I love hagendaaz (sp?).
81. Screw college, i don`t know where i`m headed off to after Highschool.
82. I hate people who say shit about me & act like they`re my friend towards me later on. why can`t they just make up their mind??
83. I play viola & guitar.
84. I wish people weren't racist.
85. I wish i could understand myself.
86. I hate shopping with my mom.
87. I wish i had friends that cared.
88. I wish i were a good friend.
89. I like to make people laugh and smile.
90. I hate feeling lonely.
91. I think we should buy a new big screen tv.
96. I like to be needed.
97. I like when people depend on me.
98. I like when people laugh at my jokes ... not at me.
99. I need to pee.
100. I tend to hold grudges fer a long time.

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?: school`s out!
..rain?: splash puddles.
..tornado?: smallville
..summer love?: grease.
..Jon?: jonathan dozier
..Mike?: sweeney
..Shea?: Who?
..banana?: a dude tripping off a banana peel. haaa ...
..dizzy?: Izzy from digimon.
..Laura?: Laura Li.
..Juan?: Pablo
..car?: Fast & Furious.
..white?: white people .. *har, crackers*
..peppermint?: candy
..New Found Glory?: they`re ok
..placebo?: placenta
..orange juice?: Sunny Delight.
..candid camera?: cheese.
..sister?: i got 3 of em. so what.
..brother?: wish i had one.
..hate?: racist people
..school?: Ms. Dibble. *shutters*
..President?: yea, that guy. he sucks
..football?: diesel.
..rap?: ghetto people.
..pop?: Hilary Duff. that fag.
..rock?: heavy metal.
..punk?: great.
..sex?: .. can`t get any. -.-
..death?: my suicide attempts to get out of here.
..baby?: ha, yea, when i`m 22, sure.
..duuude?: "dude, where's my car?"
..the end?: "is this thing over yet?"

edit :// clock says ` 8:32 pm
... so we drove passed this income tax place while on our way to Pembroke ... & there i saw it -- a HUGE sign on the billboard that said ......... REIN. T_____T!!! *snifferz*

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So are we playing for keeps?
These days begin & they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of everything to do with you.
Excuse me while i fall apart,
Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel & I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

Friday, December 19, 2003

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 21:09:01 GMT

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har, i stole this from lani`s xangsterr ..
the perfect guy
01. Hair color: doesn`t matter ..
02. Eye color: doesn`t matter to me, his eyes will be perrty :)
03. Height: uhh .. not too tall, but tall enough. yep, that`ll be easy -- i`m short to everyone *sigh*
04. Six pack: uhh ... sure! washboard stomach, bring on the heat, baby!
05. Long or short hair: haha ... i like shaggy, kinda ... but .. i guess it doesn`t matter^^ his hair should fit his sexiness
06. Glasses: sure! we can both be lil geeks!
07. Piercings: why not
08. Scars: haha .. doesn`t everybody have them?
09. Eyebrows: uh, duh. *haha, just so i can pluck those lil fawkers off! lol*
10. Big butt or little: uuhh ... a nice one, but ... not a big bidunk-a-dunk .. that`s just weird ..
11. Chest hair: haha, if it makes him feel manly, then sure, why not haha
12. Buff or skinny: not too skinny, but not too buff either ... muscles are just nasty >___<
13. Straight teeth, gap, or braces: skraight
14. Funny or serious: funny!! i can`t stand BORING people! *like nathan & kellan ... man, they`re such a waste*
15. Party or stay at home: i want a nice party boy HOO-RAH!
16. Should he cook or bake: cook .. hur, cuz i can`t, haaaa ...
17. Should he have a best friend: yep, he hasta have a homie!
18. Should he have a lotta girl friends: uhh ... ah, who cares .. just as long as those biatches know HE`S MINE! lol
19. Outgoing or shy: outgoing. we could be like bonnie & clyde hahha ... *dreams*
20. Sarcastic or sincere: booooth
21. Should he love his mother: duh, she`s where he came from ..
22. Should he watch chick flicks: no .. wouldn`t want him turning "fag" now, would we?
23. Would he be a smoker: sure, it`s sexy .. haha
24. Would he drink: not alot .. maybe a bacardi or two, but that`s it. i mean after all, HE`S the one driving. ;)
25. Would he swear: fuck yea! haha
26. Would he play with your hair: everyone does, so he might as well too
27. One or more girls at a time: one!! + hana sarang +
28. Would he pay for dates: haha, unless he`s skraight down broke, yea, sure ..
29. Does he kiss on the first date: yep ... *smoochies*
30. Where would you go to dinner: DIRTY DICKS!! hahah ... or anywhere that`s ... uh .. fun~
31. Would he bring you flowers: sure .. as long as they`re not roses.
32. Would he lay under the stars with you: uh, ok.
33. Would he write poetry about you: uh, sure .. *these questions make the perfect guy sound like a big huge queer ...*
34. Would he call you hunny, sweetie, or honey: hahha, fer sure, cute lil nicknames like "baby" or "snicker-ums" ahaa ..
35. Would he hang out with you and your friends: yep ..
36. Would you hang out with him and his friends: yep ..
37. Will he walk you to the door at the end: *romantic* yep
38. Holding hands: haha yea ..
39. Soccer: fer sure!
40. Baseball: oh yea!
41. Basketball: that`s cool too
42. Football: haha, he`s not gonna be the quarterback or any jocky type of dude, but ... yea, we can play tackle football in the rain together! har
43. Water polo: HELL NIZZOO
44. Surf: fer sure dude!!
45. Skateboard: that`s his job.
46. Snowboard: of course!!! me & him, on the slopes, check that out, foo! lol *hint: that`s gonna be our honeymoon~*
47. Sing: uh, yea ... but not girly .. like ... clay aiken ... ugh
48. Play guitar: most definitely!
49. Play piano: sure
50. Play drums: uhh .. yea~
51. Clean his room: haha ... not often ..
52. Paint, draw, sculpt: maybe draw -- painting`s fer me!
53. Writes his own music: of course ... he has to be "a natural" haha ..
54. Use the word dude: fer sure dude ..
55. Use the word tight: maybe
56. Would he watch the sunrise with you: hey, if i can`t watch em, he won`t either. *raspberries ;-p*
57. What kind of car does he drive: uhh ... iono .. a vintage one? hell, i ain`t no car person ..
58. How old is he: around my age i guess
59. What would his name be: uhh ... his name, duh. *... luke ... -.-*
60. What would he dress like: uh .. like .. the way he dresses? haha .. he could occasionally .. i mean secretly put some skirts on! *haha, REAL MEN WEAR SKIRTS!*
61. What kind of music would he listen to: uh .. wutever he likes? preferably alt rock or emo or wutever ..
62. PDA(Public display of affection): of course ..
63. Should he expect sex: uhh ... how bout at the right time?
64. Good boy or bad boy: rebel ... haa sike, both i guess
65. Smart, dumb, or genius: hopefully not full blown dumb, that`s fer sure
66. Lazy or hard-working: hey, we can be lazy together! alright!
67. How does he see the future: just chillin in a room with a little short girl standing right beside him, always & forever. ...........

... it *snowed* today ...

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 23:44:27 GMT

woohoo!! tomorrow is FRi-DAY!!!! lol ... just one more day & then school`s over! har, at least fer the year ... aw man ... 2003 was a great. *bleeh* haha ..
so, today was kinda boring .. i was madd sleepy. but i kept getting these christmas presents, & i started feeling sooo poopy cuz i didn`t get anyone presents. *sigh* cuz i`m too poor haha.. but everyone was so into the christmas spirit today. i felt like i was freakin eboneezer scrooge (spelling?) ..
but anyways ... today, english was fun! haha .. but we got homework so .. poopy thumbs fer that. art was good ~ we made christmas baggies!! & we watched the GRiNCH !!! haha .. yea it was cool .. world history, we had that test in rome -- it was super easy fer me, cuz all the answers were marked in the test booklet i got. moohahaha orchestra was good too, cuz we watched 8 crazy nights & i LOVE that movie. haha, adam sandler`s a goofball. ^__^
oo i talked to may today!! haha, i haven`t chilled with her in like ... 10 bajillion years!! haha no, not really, more like 5 months, but i was really suprised when she called me. it`s like W0W lol
guess wut!! i watched LORD OF THE RINGS [RETURN OF THE KING] yesterday!! woot woot! go jessica, go jessica! lolol .. man, that movie kicked jaboodi! it was SO good & SO sad .. i read the books so i already knew wut would happen but ... *snifferz* lol, Dustin`s a crazy dude -- he went to watch it at 12:01 am on wednesday morning. haha .. that`s all me, luke, & dustin talked about the whole day --> just lotr haha .. we`re such geeks ... *sigh* but oh well ..... who cares?

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i want a haircut.