ok ... so this morning i dreamt that i had lost my viola.  O.O  dude .. as stupid as it sounds, it was an actual nightmare!  -.-  *nerd alert, nerd alert*  ok, it was at a dress rehearsal fer vyso at the pavillion, & we were filming also, so we had to wear niiice formal dresses *well, except fer the guys -- they had to wear a nice suit*.  after the filming was done, & rehearsal ended, we had to pack up & clean everything, as usual -- i put my stuff away, & i turned around to pick up my viola case -- it was gone.  & there i heard someone laughing at me.  -o- sick joke, huh?  i thought it was garry or b.j. or bryan who had taken it, but they were gone.  *snifferz* then i turned around again, & i found it; i picked it up, & started to walk towards the exit door, when my viola case "slipped out of my hands."  freaky .... i was like "why does my case feel so light?" & DUH-DUR-DUR, JESSICA!  your case isn`t IN your hand!  O.O then i was like "oh well i`m retarded, i must`ve dropped it without knowing."  ... so i went back to pick it up, but *boom* it was gone again.  this time i really couldn`t find it, & there was that laughing noise again. >_<  so i went everywhere to look fer it, & everything turned to havoc cuz i couldn`t find my inskrument, & i began to cry, & mr. winstin started yelling at me & called me irresponsible & made me lose my seat & moved me to last chair, & that really sucky, hideous, chubby girl who just sucks at viola (AND, who, by the way, thinks i am her arch nemesis *shrug*) got first chair, which has "JESSICA ATIENZA" WRITTEN ALL OVER IT, & blah, blah, blah .... the world was at an end ... or at least my world was.  T-T  then i started to hear the laughs again -- damn those laughs!!  ToT ... i thought it was that really sucky, hideous, chubby girl who just sucks at viola, so i was about to run to her & punch in the face!  but then ... those laughs (yea, uh huh, those) turned into snores.  that`s when i woke up.  god, i am such a dork.  *sigh* 

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does anybody have a link to the fanfic called black coffee talk???  I LOST IT!!  that`s my favorite fanfic  ...

edit :// 01/03/04, clock says ` 7:45 PM
so today i went to Pembroke with the hoe-mies, & i only have one word to explain it all --> weevo.  *sigh*  [ yea, uh-huh ]  ha-ha-ha ... he`s a nice, "chill"-type guy, .. & flirty (kinda too flirty ... i didn`t like that), & he has great hair.  ... it`s sooo soft!  i mean, using wax to style AND soften your hair -- who woulda thunk?!  *lol, waxing weevo*  i should try that sometime.  *sigh*  dude, he`s hot.  makes me wanna go to a spa so he can ... . 
haaa, *just kidding!*  lol ... but really, i mean, the whole day wasn`t ... focused on him *coff*  haha ... but, we shopped a little, & ate alot.  lol, just as usual.  haha .. man we saw some really cute clothes that we wanted, especially these cheap jackets that were soooo cool!  & i found my superman shirt!  haha, finally~  so we mainly walked around alot, & we had subway!!  haha, all that walking AND subway made me feel 10 pounds lighter, dude.  yea, you know it.  -o-"
weeevoo~  too bad he`s over 18.  he probably thinks of us as jailbait.  -.-;;  yea not exactly a good thing, but oh well.  (har, he`s cool & he`s great, but he`s not that great)
whooa ... i better stop this entry before i start sounding blonde.  yeck .. & now i just read something so ... weird & it makes me wanna leave.  *ahem* i should finish reading that cruel steinbeck novel fer english class.  i just can`t read it, so it`s gonna take me a while.  bye, folks. *shivers*

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ever did something you wish you had never done later on?  ... uh, yea ... i get that alot.  -.-;;