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Birthday: 12/8/1988


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Saturday, January 10, 2004

ok guys ... made a new xanga ... so yea, OH is closed ... temporarily or permanantly?  who knows?  i don`t.  :D  i just made a new home.  ^^;;  this page will still be open; it just won`t be ... changed.  lol  so, check it out -- this is where you`ll find me from now on!~  soO_kkangpae 

bye!   

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Friday, January 09, 2004

duuude ... i have a beasting headache right now man ... it bites -.-"
oh well ... it`s snowing over here right now.  haha ... it`s not as hardcore as it was last year, but that`s ok.  i just lve snow.  :D  lol ...  & i`m actually glad that they didn`t let us out of school early -- i mean school was pretty fun!!  hahaha ... recap: english ` haha, that class always kicks ass.  i don`t know why.  even tho i don`t do half the work, it still kicks major butt.  we were supposed to bring our 1st draft of our personal essays, & wut do ya know, my whole row -- just me, ryan, & jerry -- didn`t bring ours.  lol, we just didn`t do it.  when i came to class i asked ryan if he wrote his draft & he gave me the queerest stare ever -- so i was like "never mind, that was a stupid question."  lolol  so ... yea, we just had fun.    art & world history were booooring.  then it was orchestra!!!!  haha man, i love that class!!  it`s soooo cool.  mr. matthews is totally chill.  dude, he let us pack up like 25 minutes early so we could play outside in the snow!!  hahahaha, & that`s when war was declared!!  *grr*  lol ... we had the stupidest, funniest, & whackiest snowball fights on earth, dude ... best one ever ahaha ... snowballs just flying in the air lol ...  someone *iono who* kept getting me at my face!!!!    hhaha, they must have pretty good aim.  & i got tiffany & i think *or hope* i got lani.  lol ... tasha kept hitting me like crazy.  like when we were walking out, she kept shoving snow in my face, & it got in my nose & down my shirt lol.  she`s so crazy.  haha ... yea, & we got out of school through the band room ... har, i felt soo cool ^^;; 
the bus was ok ... we were kinda sleepy, but it got better -- like, me & isaac starting writing on the windows, & we wrote stupid stuff like "jon & isaac" or "i love jon/isaac" hahah ... we are so queer.  & we talked about wearing stockings ... yea ... weird, eh? 
ok, my headache is really starting to suck, so i think i`ll take a nap.  *zz* 


took this from melanie.  i don`t know why i`m even doing this ... *sigh*

FACTS
x. Name as it appears on your birth certificate = Jessica ... Atienza
x. Nicknames = andy, jun
x. Birthday = 12/08/88
x. Height = i don`t even know anymore!  people totally screwed me up with my height, dammit!  >_<  grr, i think it`s like .. 5", 5'1?
x. Screen name = andythegreat128
x. E-mail addresses = click on me

FAVORITE
x. Color = umm ... i`ll say .. pink
x. Number = 7  *har, se7en!*
x. Childhood moment = lol .. too many
x. Animated Character = umm ... marvin the martian ^_^  that dude is so funny
x. TV show = will & grace, o.c. ToT
x. Movies = peter pan
x. Radio station = 96x
x. Song = right now it`s seven places` landside
x. Concert = nrg`s first concert with antonio T-T
x. Type of food = uh ... japanese i guess
x. Fast food chain = chick fil a!
x. Fruit = banan-ers
x. Vegetable = broccoli ... -.-;;  shuddup, i`m weird!
x. Candy = um, do twizzlers count? 
x. Alcoholic beverage = jose cuervo
x. Non-alcoholic beverage = coke
x. Animal = ... panda!
x. Website = wutever
x. Toothpaste = aquafresh
x. Flower = cherry blossoms
x. Quote = "*trip* .. *fall* .. i AM cool, dammit!"
x. Saying = dude?
x. Teacher = sah-to!  haha
x. Place to shop = pacsun, f21
x. Girl name = amy
x. Guy name = spencer^^

WHAT
x. Time is it = 5:13 pm
x. Are you wearing right now = jeans, pink shirt & pink belt .. independant sweatshirt -- it`s COLD.
x. Are you listening to right now = the heater going "huuuuuuuuuuuuuuH"
x. Is the weather right now = snowing *o*
x. Are you thinking right now = how bad i have to take a %$*#
x. Was the last thing you ate = mcdonalds
x. Method do you use to eat an Oreo = twist it open & lick the filling is the only way!
x. Are the last four digits of your phone number = 9114
x. Perfume/cologne do you wear = i ferget ... i think it`s gap heaven
x. Brand of shoes do you wear = vans, etnies
x. School do you go to = ocean lakes high
x. College do you want to go to = doesn`t matter ... hopefully a decent one.
x. Do you want to be when you're out of college = someone not of my mommy`s expectations.
x. Are your future goals = to be ... a good person
x. Makes you happy = being around friends -- laughter makes me happiest.  *great jokes, big smiles*
x. Is the best advice given to you =  don`t chase after the things you want; chase after the things you have.
x. Was the best day of your life = he he he .. i`ve had many, but more have yet to come ... ^___^
x. Was the worst day of your life = ... *snifferz* poop :-\
x. Is love to you = something you can`t explain
x. Place do you want to get married at = uhh ... not in a church, that`s fer sure
x. Location would you want to be on your honeymoon = the alps so we can go snowboarding!  hahaha
x. Are you addicted to = shopping ... bleh .. yea, don`t i suck?
x. Shampoo and conditioner do you use = pantene or dove
x. Is the next CD you're going to get = you mean download, right?
x. Sports do you play = *lol, me & heather have NO hand-eye coordination* haha ... i guess, volleyball & .. basketball?  i used to be ok at skateboarding .. then i got fat.  -.-;;
x. Kind of clothes do you like to sleep in[if any] = i like to sleep commando, & sometimes in my birthday suit.                haa ... just kidding!
x. Is the stupidest thing you have ever done = x__x ... i`ve done too many stupid stuff haha
x. Is the craziest thing you have ever done = alot
x. Do you do for fun = um ... wutever comes to mind i guess
x. Are the ugliest names = prudence -- yeck, i ALWAYS hated that name.
x. Is the dumbest nightmare you ever had = that one where i lost my viola.  *sigh*
x. Are you most scared of = bugs
x. Is a deep secret that you could tell = that i`m a man .. hahahah sike
x. Was the worst sickness you've ever had = lol ... diarrhea!  lolol jk
x. Are you going to do today = sleeeeeep

DO YOU...
x. Enjoy filling all this stuff out = no it sucks.. but then again, i`m the one filling it out, so i suck too
x. Have any brothers and sisters = 3 sisters
x. Like to sing in the shower = fer sure
x. Like to sing on the toilet = no ... that interferes with concentration
x. Talk on the phone while in the bathroom = noooo .. hahaha
x. Sleep with stuffed animals = yep
x. Wear contacts or glasses = glasses
x. Have braces = no
x. Have any scars = duh
x. Have your own phone line or cell = cell
x. Have your license = haa, i wish
x. Have a job = yea, it sucks.  & you know how much work it takes to get a work permit?  dude, screw that, i`m waiting till i`m 16!
x. Have any piercing, or want any = yea, both on my ears, but i want another ear piercing, & my nose, maybe ..
x. Have a tattoo or want one = yea, i want wings on my back
x. Smoke = occasionally
x. Do drugs = of course not, ... o.o
x. Have a pool = nah
x. Have a spa = ney
x. Have a boy/girlfriend = nope
x. Like to watch PDA = i`d get jealous
x. Believe there is one person who is meant to be with you = yep
x. Believe in love at first sight = maybe, it`s just that stuff like that never happens to me ..
x. Have an online crush = uh, no
x. Have a crush[tell us who!] = :D
x. Look like anyone famous = i look like a train wreck
x. Believe in ghosts = haha, yea.
x. Get along with your parents = sometimes
x. Curse a lot = i dunno, you tell me
x. Wear body spray = no
x.Wear a watch = yea ... my cheap k-mart watch hahaha
x. Like to dance = yep
x. Like DDR = lol fer sure!
x. Like playstation = why not
x. Like lollipops = yea, they`re good
x. Like to eat skittles = fer sure!!  *taste the rainbow..*  lol
x. Like bananas = yep yep

WHO...
x. Are you talking to right now = don`t feel like talking to anyone now
x. Do you want to spend the rest of your life with = not sure yet, but when i am i`ll get back to you on that one
x. Of the opposite sex can you tell most anything to =  uhh ... i can tell everything to all my guy friends ..
x. Was the last person you called = queenie
x. Was the last person to call you = robin
x. Do you wish you were = someone different, or someone better, that`s fer sure
x. Is the funniest person = lol, i know so many
x. Of your friends do you think will get married first = queenie lol
x. Do you really hate = hahaha .. grrrrr!

HOW MANY...
x. Phones does your house have = 4
x. TV's does your house have = 3
x. Bedrooms does your house have = 4
x. Windows does your house have = screw that, count it yourself
x. Pillows do you sleep with = 2 :D
x. People are on your buddy list = 154
x. Buddies do you have online right now = 14
x. Kids do you want to have = at least 3 lol


Monday, January 05, 2004

ok, so it was our first day back in school .. yea, we all sucked.  i get home alot later now cuz of the extra 20 min. of school -- it`s cuz the school is an hour away, & traffic.  yea it bites.  today everyone was all tired & still in "break-mode" lol.  i kept sleeping in between classes, & like the only thing that could keep me awake were "certain people" *ahem*.  haha ... i missed lani today.  lol .. she wasn`t here cuz she`s stuck in spain right now .. lucky mexican.  haha .. :D

english - we had this really chill sub today.  yea, "sweet!" haha ... we were supposed to have that stupid SAT vocab quiz today, but the sub was like "nah, i don`t wanna give that to you, it`s boring." haha ... yea, so then all we had to do was a word puzzle & write a mini-mystery.  i partnered with Ryan -- again.  haha ... everyone`s like "you two always do stories together" haha yea, cuz we`re a team!  & we do the best stories, anyway.  [ this one was really good, i should post it up here one day ]  this time it was about a murder.  yea -- our victim`s name is Olga Vanbeeshernoff-Hitler, a viking-nazi, & the last surviving ancestor of Hitler; our master-mind was Gaylord Humphrey, a drunken detective ...;  & our crinimal (that`s right, crinimal) was our dear friend Nathan, who, in the story, we called Nathan X, & he`s the midgit jew who did it all fer the love of the Hebrews.  hahahaha ... *sigh*
art - boring.  -.-  we`re doing abstract art now.  funnn ... lol
world history - haha ... yea, our teacher was really out of it today, too ... so she just made us watch an hour movie, & then draw & take notes. --;;
orchestra - dude ... i know Mr. Matthews is lazy & all, but today he really proved it.  we played fer like ... the first half of class, then he made us pack up.  yep, a whole half left with nothing to do.  so me & tasha decided to go undercover & go through devon`s backpack -- which had nothing in it lol.  & then we talked to willy, who we now know is guillermo hahah ... that is such a kick-ass name.  & he started calling me "boricua" & whatnot after he found out that i was a boarder (skate).  he is so weird lol.  i got my mute back from cody.  (finally)  he had that thing fer like ... 4 weeks.  i was mute-less lol.  & now he has my pencil!!  my favorite freakin GREEN led pencil!!  augh ... -.-;;    anyways ...
bus - boring ... it was kinda weird cuz the girls were all talking about getting hit in their boobs, so i was in mental pain ... & then jonathan was complaining about his headache, & his foot fell asleep & that`s when he told me to "bang it" fer him .. i hate feet.

ok that was it.  oh yea & today was my mom`s birthday!!  hahha ... she kept on saying "age withheld" hahaha ... so we had chinese food & then my dad made us all pina coladas, with a little bit of rum & alcohol.  sure, nothing to harm my performance fer tomorrow!  :D

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why do you keep staring at me??       .... ¢¾


Friday, January 02, 2004

ok ... so this morning i dreamt that i had lost my viola.  O.O  dude .. as stupid as it sounds, it was an actual nightmare!  -.-  *nerd alert, nerd alert*  ok, it was at a dress rehearsal fer vyso at the pavillion, & we were filming also, so we had to wear niiice formal dresses *well, except fer the guys -- they had to wear a nice suit*.  after the filming was done, & rehearsal ended, we had to pack up & clean everything, as usual -- i put my stuff away, & i turned around to pick up my viola case -- it was gone.  & there i heard someone laughing at me.  -o- sick joke, huh?  i thought it was garry or b.j. or bryan who had taken it, but they were gone.  *snifferz* then i turned around again, & i found it; i picked it up, & started to walk towards the exit door, when my viola case "slipped out of my hands."  freaky .... i was like "why does my case feel so light?" & DUH-DUR-DUR, JESSICA!  your case isn`t IN your hand!  O.O then i was like "oh well i`m retarded, i must`ve dropped it without knowing."  ... so i went back to pick it up, but *boom* it was gone again.  this time i really couldn`t find it, & there was that laughing noise again. >_<  so i went everywhere to look fer it, & everything turned to havoc cuz i couldn`t find my inskrument, & i began to cry, & mr. winstin started yelling at me & called me irresponsible & made me lose my seat & moved me to last chair, & that really sucky, hideous, chubby girl who just sucks at viola (AND, who, by the way, thinks i am her arch nemesis *shrug*) got first chair, which has "JESSICA ATIENZA" WRITTEN ALL OVER IT, & blah, blah, blah .... the world was at an end ... or at least my world was.  T-T  then i started to hear the laughs again -- damn those laughs!!  ToT ... i thought it was that really sucky, hideous, chubby girl who just sucks at viola, so i was about to run to her & punch in the face!  but then ... those laughs (yea, uh huh, those) turned into snores.  that`s when i woke up.  god, i am such a dork.  *sigh* 

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does anybody have a link to the fanfic called black coffee talk???  I LOST IT!!  that`s my favorite fanfic  ...

edit :// 01/03/04, clock says ` 7:45 PM
so today i went to Pembroke with the hoe-mies, & i only have one word to explain it all --> weevo.  *sigh*  [ yea, uh-huh ]  ha-ha-ha ... he`s a nice, "chill"-type guy, .. & flirty (kinda too flirty ... i didn`t like that), & he has great hair.  ... it`s sooo soft!  i mean, using wax to style AND soften your hair -- who woulda thunk?!  *lol, waxing weevo*  i should try that sometime.  *sigh*  dude, he`s hot.  makes me wanna go to a spa so he can ...
haaa, *just kidding!*  lol ... but really, i mean, the whole day wasn`t ... focused on him *coff*  haha ... but, we shopped a little, & ate alot.  lol, just as usual.  haha .. man we saw some really cute clothes that we wanted, especially these cheap jackets that were soooo cool!  & i found my superman shirt!  haha, finally~  so we mainly walked around alot, & we had subway!!  haha, all that walking AND subway made me feel 10 pounds lighter, dude.  yea, you know it.  -o-"
weeevoo~  too bad he`s over 18.  he probably thinks of us as jailbait.  -.-;;  yea not exactly a good thing, but oh well.  (har, he`s cool & he`s great, but he`s not that great)
whooa ... i better stop this entry before i start sounding blonde.  yeck .. & now i just read something so ... weird & it makes me wanna leave.  *ahem* i should finish reading that cruel steinbeck novel fer english class.  i just can`t read it, so it`s gonna take me a while.  bye, folks. *shivers*

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ever did something you wish you had never done later on?  ... uh, yea ... i get that alot.  -.-;;


Wednesday, December 31, 2003

i do believe in fairies, i do, I DO!
hahah ... i just had that in my head ^__^ ... woops!  sorry, that was a spoiler fer all you kids who haven`t seen Peter Pan yet!  haha ... oh well ... just deal with it. 
well i spent the entire day [ well ... most of the day ] inside the kitchen helping prepare the New Year`s dinner fer tonight.  *ha, it`s like "me?  in the kitchen?  no waaaay"*  dude we really went all out fer New Year`s this time ... cuz my mom wanted to do all this stuff that will supposedly give us good luck fer the entire year.  she told us all to wear red tonight, & bring out all the candles, a bowl of water (to clean away the bad luck & bad spirits ... yea), & lots of food.  haha, yep, jessica`s gonna get fat tonight guys!  you know it!  haha
so yesterday i was so "intrigued" by how slow the hours were passing by, that i actually started looking at cars O.O ... lol ... i looked at them fer about an hour, &, ha, imagine that, i even found a car that i want!!  hahah ... it`s beeeaaautiful, man ... just ... W0W.  haha ... it`s a red 1970 Chevy Chevelle.  lol, take a peek at my footure dream car, kids ...

*ToT*  i think i`ll call it ... the joey.  haha.  i showed it to my dad yesterday & he said that "back in his day" he had a blue one kinda like it.  he called it the road runner.  lol, funny, yea?  (... i thought it was funny -.-;;)  since buying a car like this is gonna be expensive, he said that we`ll just find the body of the car & then we can just build our own engine fer it.  ... i don`t know where i`d find a chevelle though.  hopefully there will be one waiting fer me in the junkyard ^__^
dude ... i just realized that my profile picture really sucks.  i look like a freakin marshmallow.  -.- 
oh man!  last night when i went to kroger, the meanest thing happened to me!!  i swear, i was just strutting my way inside, when all of a sudden this really mean snobby lady came zooming passed me!  she shoved me away, & said "Out of my way, third-world immigrant!" T___T  ok, "little chink-girl" would have been much nicer than "third-world immigrant."  luckily when i was about to leave, she happened to be in the same line as me, & when she went to pay fer her stuff with her visa, the card thingy wouldn`t accept it, so she ended up not buying her stuff at all.  haha *score!*  woohoo, take that, mean lady!!  yep, karma bites, doesn`t it?  ...

edit :// clock says` 8:29 PM

haha .. aww ... there goes Kim SangHyuk!!!  one of the best dressers in Korea!!  so cute~  [ credits to peopleconnexion ]



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